Babysitter

Ah today I got to babysit. I had already baby sat one of the girls before who is 4 and the other one that I met today is 9. They are so cute the 4 year old just craves attention and screamed her head off the whole time we ran around the house playing hide n seek. We watched a little bit of Halloween town RETURNS and it was DEPRESSING it doesn't even have the same main character so here I am questioning my childhood. But then I had to put them to bed so I had to lie to Ally, the little one and tell her I would call her mom and tell her to come home, just so she would go to sleep. And then she asked me to lay next to her and hold her hand until she fell asleep it was the CUTEST thing EVER. Baby sitting always gives me mixed feelings because it gives me a release of all the bad feelings of not seeing my real siblings but it also makes me miss them a heck ton more. Oh well. I'm pretty happy. I'm going to die at school tomorrow because it is TWELVE AM but it's ok. Today was a good day. I also got my mum!!!! Yay homecoming. I wish I could cut up my mum and give pieces of it to people that don't have one like in mean girls :(