First

You told me I was the most important person in your life but what I never told you was that you were mine as well.
It hasn't even been a day, and I can't stand the thought of not seeing you tomorrow
You were my first real scrabble opponent, which honest to god, I haven't stopped thinking about how badly I've been wanting to play these past few days...
You were the first person to ever make me feel wanted; as if I'm not hopeless and maybe things will turn out ok.
You are the only person I have ever known to show me love every single day and never give up on me.
You are the first person to teach me about what a relationship should be.
You always tolerate my constant need for control when I am in the car and put up with me even when it takes an hour to decide what I want to eat.
I am so thankful that you were my first boyfriend.


I love your love for reading.
Your passion for things that I never really understood.
Your admiration of your grandfather.
The way you look like a man from the 70's when your hair falls in your face
The way you'd kiss me on the forehead and squeeze me tightly.
And the way that you were always constant and I could always count on you.


Maybe this post is stupid and cheesy and pointless but I guess it should fit in with the rest of the blog... I just miss you