Dad

North Carolina has been on my mind today.
All I can think about is my dad.
I wish I could go back to that moment when he and I were watching Annie Hall together and I got up and left to go hang out with my friends.
I wish I would have helped him stack wood in the backyard just a little bit longer.
I wish I would have stuck it out a little bit longer and pushed myself further on that run with him so I could have talked to him just that little bit more.
I wish I could go back to that moment when I saw my dad for the first time in months when I visited him at his work and cried because I was so happy.
I wish I didn't live 1,200 miles away.
I wish he would call me just a little bit more.
It's not that I wanted to go to my friend's or where ever I ended up going that night, but I wish I would have chosen to stay and watch the rest of the movie with my dad. I can't get myself to finish it by myself.